It's been awhile...

Wow. I can't believe that I haven't been on here in almost a year. I wish i could say that there have been a lot of changes, but things are kinda the same for us. We are still really trying to have a baby. It is not happening for us naturally, so we have enlisted the help of a fertility doctor. Man. Trying to have a baby is expensive. How do these girls on teen mom get knocked up so darn easy? I can't wait for the day I get my BFP (positive test lingo on the fertility forums). I know that all of these sad times will not matter anymore and I will be so excited for our turn. For now, I get my baby fix through my two favorite baby boys, Lukas and Eddie. Love me some baby time! My friends and family make freakin cute kids, if I do say so myself. On the school front, I am taking the summer off. I go back in September to take another stats class (yuck!). Then it's only one more quarter until clinicals. I am soooooo nervous. But, my dad used to say that biologically, our bodies recognize nervousness and excitement the same way. He was so smart :). Still miss him everyday. Can't believe how the time has flown by. Hopefully this will be the start of me getting back into this. I love having an outlet for my thoughts, even if no one reads them. :)